I'm kinda still here ???

I think i'm pretty much over this journal stuff - I feel like i'm forcing myself to write something.

Well, I guess i'm not totally over it - I still really enjoy reading Josie and Stella's journals whenever I get a chance.

Writing isn't really my thing - I'd much prefer to lose myself in music than in words

Second thoughts I do like my journal in some weird kind of way - maybe I should make more of an effort.

Anyway, my crazy old dirtbike should be fixed by this weekend. I'm hanging to get out and rip up a nice bit of Australian bush somewhere

What is my problem ???

I had an awesome day today .....and I was at work. Figure that one out.

After I posted last night I jumped in the car and went for a huge cruise around Brissy. By the time I came back I felt so much better. I mean I didn't really go anywhere in particular I pretty much just drove around  aimlessly. I was gonna head in to the Valley tonight but my mates are heading to the Family nightclub not my favourite. Oh well.

I'm catching up with a heap of old friends (and the usual) this weekend and i'm really looking foward to it.

What's changed..... maybe just writing down what's going on in my head instead of trying to self analyse ??? Who knows .....well not me anyway.

Okay, I'm only half cut so i've got a little more drinking to do let me work on it !!!

Don't think the new neighbours appeciate my Black Sabbath guitar riffs. All I got was a scowling look for my lovely charming smile There might have to be a few Sonic Youth style guitar renditions around  midnight. Lets see how drunk I get

My head is so fucked up......

I should be happy, everything in my life is sweet as but something is totally freaking me out.
I've got no idea what it might be. It's like I just can't make myself happy like I used to? I can't even explain how i'm feeling ......maybe I just need a holiday who knows?

All I know is that I feel very antisocial ......I just don't seem to be as interested in conversation as I normally am

There's gotta be something I can do !!!

Thankfully I still have music, when ever I sit down and play (mostly bass) it's the only time I totally tune out to all my problems and pretty much everything that's going on around me.

Oh yeah, the Big day out has got a fuckin' sick line up this year - I am so there ......even though i'll probably have to sell a kidney to afford the ticket

I did the pink ribbon ride today. It was so much fun

I've got no idea how many bikes were there but there must have been absolutely shitloads - as in the imperial measurement of shitloads ??? Well i'm gonna find out how many there were anyway cause it seemed like close to a thousand to me.  Riding down the highway for as far as I could see in both directions were nothing but bikes. Even when we got to the pub, bikes were still pulling in when I was sinking my second beer   It was a total spinout !!!

It was really a good cause ......I mean, I love boobies as much as the next guy

There were so many Harleys - I don't think they liked the rocks flicking off my sticky tyres....... hahaha sucked in you old farts - ......don't worry i'm sure i'll be an old fart Harley rider one day



Shit  I actully had something intuitive to say ......I forgot what it was ......I will remember???


Mmmmmmmm BEER n' BONGS ......Beautiful Poison

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm...........

I've been feeling a bit strange lately ............kinda like I don't know what the fuck is going on ?
I guess I just feel like there's something missing in my life at the moment
Who knows what I suppose i'll get over it.

Forget that crap This weekend i'm gonna take the duke out for a charity ride down to Mt Tamborine - something to do with pink ribbons and breast cancer ??? I think ??? I should know this ??? Anyway, It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy on the inside to think i'm doing something for a good cause ............Who am I kidding




Hey !!! what's that bug on my page ? oh, it's a fairy. Hehehehe

Hey everyone 

.........Errrrrr does anyone actually read this ??? Who knows

Okay last week was pretty cool. I ended up working thursday and friday night down at Indy for the Gold Coast news. It was a very cruisy gig well apart from taking half an hour to drive 3 blocks to get to the track (I suppose you get that when half of the main highway gets closed for the race)

Friday night totally went off. After the news I headed over to Craigs place for a quick choof and then caught a cab back into Surfers where I met up with Sjon to see MXPX play. Man I love a good punk band who else could get away with breaking into Sabbath riffs mid song or jamming out funky old blues tunes.  PUNK KICKS ASS !!!

I also ran into Simone while I was there. I think someone must have tipped her off as to where I was gonna be .........Bummer Ended up crashing at Craigs place for the night and after farting around the Coast for a while in the morning I headed home ..............Only to find Simone waiting there for me GODDAMMITT she's like a friggin' stalker sometimes Oh well, I guess a little attention can't hurt me?


I'm still trying to get into this Journal stuff. I'm a total slack ass sometimes.

Thankyou Stella and Synthia for stopping by. I've been checking out both your journals whenever I get the chance   ............and don't worry Josie I didn't forget about you

I hope to give you girls something more interesting to read in the future.

I'm sure i've said it before - me and free alcohol do not mix

......especially when it's with the guys from work. Friday night ended up being one massive drinking competition, it always happens. We were all an absolute mess. We ended up heading into town around midnight, we got two cabs between us and had the cabbies racing for a tip to get us there first .....it's amazing have crazy they get when there's a few extra bucks up for grabs. Hehehe

Anyway, I need to spend some money so i'm gonna get myself a new ute - a jet black one Fuckin' Sweeet man !

Watched the MotoGP this arvo ......and as always I had my money on Rossi and Bayliss. I think Bayliss gets a little scared of his Duke sometimes though. I know I would be. Good to see Doohan get out and go nuts on his Honda .......Champion !!!

I usually try and avoid Surfers at Indy time but i've got to work down there Wed,Thur and Fri night.

Seeing as how most my mates are gonna be down there I can see another mess coming on Nice

I'm really starting to enjoy my crappy journal

Why does my journal look different on Netscape than it does on Internet Explorer ???

STUPID DUMB ASS COMPUTERS !!!

I changed my font to something boring cause I've got no Idea what the one I was using was supposed to look like. Even my borders and colours are different depending on which one I use.

FUCK IT !!!

Anyway, I've just been reading up on Astrology. I'm a Gemini and I've always been told that Sagittarius and Pisces were my perfect match (by previous girlfriends that is). I've just been surfing the net for opinions on this and although the descripions of a Gemini were scarily accurate, as far as being a match with the others it was very inconsistant.

One site said that Gemini and Sagitarius were astrological hell ......which whould make sense in practise  (sucked in Stace) - where as most of the others said we would be an absolutely perfect together even though we are complete astrological opposites ???

Anyone got any opinions on this ?

This sucks........ I honestly thought I'd be a hell of a lot more evil !!!!!





How evil are you?

Gonna go listen to some music

Hang on I should actually play something myself? The drumkit's getting a little dusty.

Who cares, so just as long as I'm not wasting time on the Internet - I'll save that for work 

BEER ME !